Verb conjugation of "penalize" in English

Of course I have already tried, but it did not work. I will try it again. Meanwhile, here is the reason for my short emails... only one hand free at a time, see explanation in the image of me.
I have three children, Michelle, Cathy and Joe. Unfortunately, my parents do not live in the area. I am glad that they visit every 2 weeks, although they are already over 70 years old.
I would also like to stay for some time abroad, I had no time yet. With all the kids it is difficult. Next year, however, we might go to Rimini for a month. We will rent a house there in the summer.