Translation of apatía

Well why are you doing that to yourself? That is very hard. You can easily write in another language, if you prefer, because I speak many languages and I can understand many more. I only have problems with writing.
Sorry if I did not write back, I was in Napoli during the holidays, then back at work, once again I have so much to do at the weekend, but I will do my best. Greetings from Italy. Marco.
I'm learning Spanish, I have been dating a girl in Peru a few months ago, but, unfortunately, she speaks only Spanish. If everything goes well I will move there! For true love I'm ready to do a lot.